Anyways, I'm a dead mouse

This is me,
In nothingness I be
I fondly doubt, was it even me?
I was once a kid, as a kid can be
Beleive me!

Rode on the wind,
With sand in my feet,
Sipping thro the summer breeze
Merried in my own kingdom of wants and games.
Always gay and smile to taunts.
I was a kid, as a kid can be.

A salmon out of breath,
Not knowing water or air it needs
As it ponders, another day dawns.
The sunrises, and the salmon sleeps as it weeps.

Another day is on the cards,
with not a dime, in your pretty pink wallet.
Screamed my fucking name, looking to the sky.
Another day is jus over time
Not worth a penny, when u dont even care a dime.

After all, think this shit
The bliss you had wished, was it worth the bit.
pretending with all your might to try to fit.
Knew it to my stomach's pit.
I was nosilessly broken beyond repair
Beyond, anything u can credit.

Someday, I wish to ride again
Not the wind but the storm.
This time, the kid in me will long be gone
And everytime I fall,
Swear,to mark the place with my cold blood
Move on far and high from YOU
Jus beating my salmon fins harder till I die.