Sunday, June 15, 2008

Sucks

Life sucks and it does big time!!!!

I dunno if its me, everyone feels this way, Life has been all about being someone else whilst we constantly grieve for attention. Its almost become a phobia to all of us to be who we really are, a fear arising from the uncertainity if all our loved ones would continue loving you if exposed our true selves. This behavior has become so inate within us that even if we strive to change ourselves, there’s hardly any fruits .Either the world does’nt accept the person you are, and you don’t accept the person you are! The bare truth is we all live for others but ourselves.

Happy are the ones who are themselves., Happy are the ones who fail to realize they are not themselves. but we all pretend to be happy.

Im not an happy person either, year after year I pray for what I need in life, only to find myself where I was years back. It’s all meaningless, you’re silently screaming inside waiting for someone to hear your faint cries,, you’re all fcucked up in life and its nothing but pain pure torture day in day out.But somehow we manage to live with this pain.this is one of life’s precious lessons.You wait, and hope things will get better and not give up easily but keep struggling and fighting a lone battle.And then, you see all these people around you blissfully living, without a care in the world, without the slightest of an acknowledgement of what we are going through,., Is it their fault?, even if they did understand what it means to be us, does it make a difference???

Lately, everything and everyone ive been associated in the past ,can be described using the word ‘disconnected’. Disconnected and detached for all objects-family, work, friends.Its become a pattern. Only recurring pattern these days.

They say, the forces which created you, random or otherwise, have spoken. And they've
determined that, for you, life sucks.

7 comments:

rahul aggarwal said...

damn.....u defined suck quite realisticaly.....:-)...that ur blog has just turned into a big black hole(black layout)......lol

Kavitha Mahalingam said...

hey, I like that...
I shud probably rename my blog to the 'Black Hole'...or 'arse-h**e'...
I guess, the second option wud be more appropriate to my blog and life!!!! ON THE WHOLE, ONE BIG HOLE...MUAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA

K.Kiran said...

Even I feel that sometimes People have to live their life for the so called Society.Lot many don't know Why but still they do.

E A C H A N D E V E R Y W O R D I N Y O U R P O S T I S A S T R U E A S I T S O U N D S

Kavitha Mahalingam said...

Exactly Kiran!
Society is reason we try to give ourselves to not be ourselves.

ramblings said...

nice post. i would think happy are the ones who dont constantly try looking into onself, and try maniaclly to figure out who thy true self is!! :)

Animated Junk said...

i know exactly wat u mean in the post..
life sucks n it sucks high time.
the bloody problem with the people around is they neither can accept themselves as they are nor they can accept others
n i think happy are those who are bloody selfish n walk over others.
its a nasty world

Kavitha Mahalingam said...

@ Ramblings

thanks!
yes:- Happy are the ones who dont try to figure their trueselves..But, guess most of us are not designed that way..we are constantly introspecting oursleves in every possible way, trying to (re)discover or reinvent ourselves..in the process all thats left is the bare truth "I am not what i am"



@ animated junk!

"happy are those who are bloody selfish n walk over others."

Absolutely..true...
Ppl are so selfish, that they dont give a damn, if your life sucked or not..as long as they get what they want from us....
hate those kind!