Life sucks and it does big time!!!!
I dunno if its me, everyone feels this way, Life has been all about being someone else whilst we constantly grieve for attention. Its almost become a phobia to all of us to be who we really are, a fear arising from the uncertainity if all our loved ones would continue loving you if exposed our true selves. This behavior has become so inate within us that even if we strive to change ourselves, there’s hardly any fruits .Either the world does’nt accept the person you are, and you don’t accept the person you are! The bare truth is we all live for others but ourselves.
Happy are the ones who are themselves., Happy are the ones who fail to realize they are not themselves. but we all pretend to be happy.
Im not an happy person either, year after year I pray for what I need in life, only to find myself where I was years back. It’s all meaningless, you’re silently screaming inside waiting for someone to hear your faint cries,, you’re all fcucked up in life and its nothing but pain pure torture day in day out.But somehow we manage to live with this pain.this is one of life’s precious lessons.You wait, and hope things will get better and not give up easily but keep struggling and fighting a lone battle.And then, you see all these people around you blissfully living, without a care in the world, without the slightest of an acknowledgement of what we are going through,., Is it their fault?, even if they did understand what it means to be us, does it make a difference???
Lately, everything and everyone ive been associated in the past ,can be described using the word ‘disconnected’. Disconnected and detached for all objects-family, work, friends.Its become a pattern. Only recurring pattern these days.
They say, the forces which created you, random or otherwise, have spoken. And they've
determined that, for you, life sucks.